Wedding planning and a thought

Yesterday Emily and I visited a couple of locations we are interested in for hosting our wedding ceremony and reception. We were impressed with the first place, White Eagle Golf Club in Naperville. They will be able to house our ceremony and reception, keeping the day fairly seamless. We really liked the look of the facility and the options they have. After our time there we ventured over to Di Nolfos in Homer Glen. Once again a very nice facility that is able to host our ceremony and reception. They were very nice and have their act together, but I just wasn't feeling it like I did at White Eagle. We are still going to look at a couple more facilities and then make our decision. I am officially swimming in numbers and details. This is an exciting and nauseating experience! When we got back last night from our last facility, Merle, a parking security guard at our building stopped by to talk to us as always. It was the first time I spoke with him since Minnesota. He had already heard the details from Emily, but wanted to see how I was doing. During our conversation he said exactly what I had been feeling." It has to be a relief to finally have a confirmed diagnosis." That was good of him to say, being as I was hell bent against it being MS and didn't mind sharing my opinion with people I was so afraid of being judged and to not have my exact feeling confirmed.