Weak

This past week, I heard about a lady that blogged while battling postpartum depression. It not only helped her, but others that would read her site. So I figure why not start doing that myself. If nothing else, it will help me to talk about the ups and downs I have with multiple sclerosis. I felt the urge to start today because of how I feel right now. In fact, the past few days have been the same. I feel so weak. So weak it's hard wheeling myself around. It's hard feeling this way. I wish things could be easier. Not only for myself, but for Emily. I push and push doing as much for myself that I can. When I feel this weak, I always wonder how I will be in a year, five years, even 10 years and beyond. As Emily always tells me, "Stop worrying about the future. Just take each day as it comes." So, I'm going to try to do that today!